The Top 10 Worst and Best of 2010

Ringing in 2011!

Jeff and I were counting down the days until 2010 was over as we felt it was the most trying time of our marriage, but the we got to thinking how everything became a blessing in a way because we grew so much from these experiences.

Top 10 Worst

1. Being diagnosed with M.S.

2. No insurance

3. Jeff takes on two jobs and school

4. I never saw Jeff

5. I had to stop school

6. Depression

7. Pain

8. Medical bills

9. Feeling lazy and alone

10. No longer able to wear high heels

Top 10 Best

1. Learning from M.S.

2. We got great insurance

3. Medicine (love my meds!)

4. Two wonderful weeks in the hospital

5. I got Sally, my walker and had her bedazzled

6. Jeff’s hard work paid off and was accepted into PARAMEDIC SCHOOL!

7. Blessings

8. The relationship with loved ones grew

9. I love my job

10.G ot to go to Disneyland with the family (got to the front of all the lines!)

so you see in the end through all of our stuggles good came out of this and we are thankful for every bit of it. Ya so life sucks, but you got to get something out of it right?

Recap...

Yes I know that my post is way more than over due. Since my last post in June much has happened to me both physically and mentally. I know that I have gone into hiding somewhat these past 6 months and I apologize to those who have made an effort to see or talk to me and I have made no effort in return. My relapse in June really made a change in my life plans. I had to drop out of school and staying home with nothing to do or look forward to I fell into a deep depression. As this continued I was determined to get out of the house. At the end of June I went back to work for Mountain America Credit Union full time and I am loving my job, the people I work with, and the wonderful company that they are and how well they take care of me in every way. While working did help I found myself having to run to the bathroom to have a good cry about every half an hour. Finally Jeff was so concerned that he called the doctor to let them know of the tribulations that I had been going through. I was told by my doctor to stop using my M.S. medication immediately as it can cause severe depression and suicidal thoughts. I was then put on a daily injection of T cells and so far so good. The depression cloud has cleared and I am doing better than ever with my M.S. I want to thank everyone in my life who has been thinking of me and praying for me. I feel your prayers everyday and every way and I know the reason why I am doing so well is because of the friends and family that are surrounding me. Thank you…